R.I.P (H.S.Z)

Just get my dar de sms , she told me her hamster was dead coz of sick

I know she sure had a pretty bad mood now , so i just call up her 

She keep crying and tell me how regret was her coz din take care the hamster

She bought the hamster last 5 day , at the first time , i given a name for the hamster

[Hamsap zai] >.<>

me and my dar really have a nice time when with the 'hamsap zai'

'hamsap zai' give us alot of happy time , we love 'him' so much

Second day with the hamster , my dar bought alot of thing form the pet shop

just for the hamster , i can c that she love the hamster alot

The hamster was pretty cute , a fat ass with tiny leg , a small head with a fat body

''Cuttiee''

But...... that is not longer anymore

Actually today r not going to online 1 , but after having this bad news

I cant sleep all the night , so i just share my feeling with u all

Today is mother's day , i din even bought a thing or just say a single word

" happy mother's day' to my mum

And I was thinking at the same time , how if the person that i love leave me just like that hamster ? 

My family ? someone that i love ? 

i just damn regret because i dissapointed my family 

Sorry mum and dad , i'm not ur good son 

Last word from me 

[ Dun ever ever do something that will make u feel regret]

[Do what u wan to do & not wait urself regret till end of ur life]

R.I.P

'hamsap zai'